im starting to think of home more along the lines of what it would be like to serve there and its cool to think that way.
Yeah Ive actually noticed that weve been spending a little too much time at their house so were gonna start Backing out. Its hard tho because we dont really have anyone to teach and Ive been kinda losing motivation. i was sick the other day and spent the whole day in bed. it was nice tho. Theres alot of good people out here but no one wants anything to do with the mormons. it sucks knowing that it can only help them..
ive been struggling with homesickness and staying happy. normal missionaries dont really tell their family how they feel and if theyre struggling. but im gonna tell it like it is because i know you can only help. sorry i dont have much to say this week. ill do better next week.
love you tons. miss you tons too.
Love Elder Bowler